let's see ... I hurt my back, then I was sick with my first cold in years, then we discovered a leak in our dishwasher that turned out to have deposited water under the adjacent cabinets which wicked up the moisture and began to rot and mold(!) and sun apparently went on a walk-about leaving us with cold, rainy, damp days (and days ... and days ...)
The going was rough my friends, and the only option left to me that held any crumbs of hope ...
the horses ... or more precisely, the therapeutic work that is cleaning stalls a.k.a., shoveling shit. (actually, the poop isn't so odious, it it uncovering and drying out the noxious pee spots ... some of these horses excel in hiding dribbles and puddles under seemingly pristine bedding. But I am a master pee dowser!)
This place has been my salvation. Just one morning (and many, many many buckets of sacred poop later) and I not only feel Spring returning to my weary soul, but signs abound that indeed, vitality and hope are in my cards and in my future.
hmm...let's see....i had my first job mucking stalls when i was 14...so if there is a sacredness to the shoveling...then i think i'm pretty much the Pope by now. :)
ReplyDeleteseriously though -- so now you know why i work for a pittance....because the pittance is only on a monetary scale.
that really bites about the leaky dishwasher. i think water damage has to be one of the most disheartening things of all...it's just so invasive.
gorgeous pics of the birds!! wowzers!!
*clinks pitchfork*
xoxoxo
Thank you my friend ... I knew you would understand the sacredness of horse shit! And truly, I was pretty much rock bottom at the beginning of the week and some force greater than me compelled me to don my boots and jeans and head over. It turned my heart around and put me back on course. Yeah, the wet and grey and mold almost ALMOST won ... my prize possession are my leather gloves the ladies told me to keep "as mine" for when I show up to shovel. A badge of honor. And so I plod on. Return to simplicity ... and yeah, the whole money thing is sooo overrated! ;) xo
DeleteEquine love! There is something so gentle, yet strong about horses that speaks the pit of our being. There is definitely craziness abound...I was lucky to have this past week off from work to get away from the bulk of it. Self-care and taking a logical approach to ready myself for the return on Wednesday. Deep breaths to you, keep finding those little moments of happiness and sanity. xoxo
ReplyDeletelove and light my lovely
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