I am scared I'll make the wrong move ...
I am scared I won't move ...
I am scared that taking a chance will result in disaster ...
I am scared that playing it safe will mean missing out on opportunities to love, shine, and grow ...
I am scared my time has passed ...
I am scared to believe so much of myself ...
I am scared to believe so little in myself ...
I am scared to imagine coming to the end of my life and finding I failed to fully inhabit my life. I am scared to think I might miss out on witnessing all the wonder of Cowgirl's childhood. I am scared, and I am sick and tired of feeling scared.
I am tired of fear and how it holds me back from unfolding my wings and taking up full space in the sky. I am tired of letting myself down by yielding so often to fear and uncertainty. I am tired of questioning my right to creating the life I want to inhabit.
I am scared and tired, but I am also ready. Standing on the edge, ready to leap. I am casting my vote for LIFE and JOY, daring to say and live my dangerous thoughts. One of which is that I have something of value to offer and share. I have gifts and I am ready to share them. I am ready to shine because, well, why the hell not?
I am extending a personal invitation to you to join me in a gathering I am hosting here.
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| InnerGlow Self Care A 4 week online home retreat October 29 - December 1, 2012 |
I am pretty thrilled to be dreaming out loud.
I would love to circle with you. Imagine the intensity of our light joined together? The glow of love, possibility and inner fulfillment spreading out into our world? I say we dare!
