I am scared I'll make the wrong move ...
I am scared I won't move ...
I am scared that taking a chance will result in disaster ...
I am scared that playing it safe will mean missing out on opportunities to love, shine, and grow ...
I am scared my time has passed ...
I am scared to believe so much of myself ...
I am scared to believe so little in myself ...
I am scared to imagine coming to the end of my life and finding I failed to fully inhabit my life. I am scared to think I might miss out on witnessing all the wonder of Cowgirl's childhood. I am scared, and I am sick and tired of feeling scared.
I am tired of fear and how it holds me back from unfolding my wings and taking up full space in the sky. I am tired of letting myself down by yielding so often to fear and uncertainty. I am tired of questioning my right to creating the life I want to inhabit.
I am scared and tired, but I am also ready. Standing on the edge, ready to leap. I am casting my vote for LIFE and JOY, daring to say and live my dangerous thoughts. One of which is that I have something of value to offer and share. I have gifts and I am ready to share them. I am ready to shine because, well, why the hell not?
I am extending a personal invitation to you to join me in a gathering I am hosting here.
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| InnerGlow Self Care A 4 week online home retreat October 29 - December 1, 2012 |
I am pretty thrilled to be dreaming out loud.
I would love to circle with you. Imagine the intensity of our light joined together? The glow of love, possibility and inner fulfillment spreading out into our world? I say we dare!
I am not sure if I can take the course, but it sounds wonderful! I also have to take this minute to comment on how beautiful you look in the video. I think that you have the kind of "beauty that moves" (ani di franco)and while of course I love your photographs your vibrancy/vitality/beauty just dance off the screen when you are in motion! You look so radiant and lovely!
ReplyDeleteLis - you are so inspirational - and filled with light that I see you shine even from hundreds of miles away...I can't wait till your course..so exciting - love to you always my soulsister...xo
ReplyDeleteJUMP!!! by sharing so honestly you share inspiration, you share your courage, and your opening allows for others to reach for theirs. such inspiration. you are glowing, you are leaning, and you are pushing fear aside to allow for all things possible to flow into your heart. what a journey! xo
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